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Friday, February 23, 2007

yesterday was quite a pack day for me..

wake up around 11 to bath and went to sr to submit my withdraw form.. half way walking into the school, i saw michelle and she was also here to submit her form too.. so she accompany me to the general office to submit.. follow then i went to the canteen to pass lin qiang his sweets.. this will be the last time i'll come into sr.. feeling abit sad but life still have to go on ..

after that i went to my sec school oppsite to have lunch with michelle, andrea and andrea's boyfriend.. many secondary school memories flash back.. still remember we use to go school oppsite to have our lunch and we would always have to eat super fast so we will not be late for or ssp (students structured programme) and i'm always the one who will finish last and they will always have to rush me.. time passes so fast.. how i wish now i can have ssp .. throughout the lunch, we laugh our lungs out as what we always do..

my dearest a4 ~
^to andrea: gal.. miss the time so much especially those time at art.. those memories will always be remembered.. i'll treasure u even more ..

^to michelle: our friendship doesn't come by easily but we manage to go through those ups and downs together.. miss the time spends together.. i'll treasure u even more ..

^to wanqi: hey.. i'm always very close as we'll always spent those super boring time together (amaths period).. now i really miss those time.. i'll miss ur eggy and fishball face.. i'll treasure u even more ..

after lunch we sent andrea to her workplace and then we went to town to do window shopping.. michelle and i feel so terrible cos we can only do window shopping and have no money to buy things.. laugh and laugh and time just passes so fast..

around 6 we went to bishan library. michelle borrowed some cross stitch book while i borrow some nursing book. i read one of those and every chapter had touched me and tears just roll down while i was reading..

life is so fragile..

follow by going to dinner with jian hong.. meet him up and went mos burger.. he treat us free ice peach tea and michelle continue her crap and her lobster.. laugh and laugh and laugh ........

the last activity for that day was to go to the neighbourhood clinic near my house to have training.. yesterday was the first session and today morning was the second session.. i've learnt lots of useful knowledge there but there is still alot of things for me to learn and to memorize.. but i love the job..

*i love everyone

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 7:38 PM.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007

today saw many students going to school and coming back while i'm like slacking..

still remember when i was still in primary school, how i wish i could go out to the society to work and not study but now.. the thinking is different..

how i wish ............

.... i could go back to my primary school, my secondary school as while as srjc ..

when we are still a students ... we will have lots of friends not just classmates but schoolmates .. and we will always hang out together after school.. i still remember i would always go to the game shop with my friends when i was still a primary school kid..

things get different when ur education level gets higher.. work load becomes heavier and heavier.. and tests are coming straight away one after another.. but all these are just nothing compare to what we will be going to face when we start working in the society ..

life is full of challenges and obstacles.. one pass and the other comes.. most importantly is to enjoy every process in every stage of our life and live our lives to the fullest without any regrets..

*success doesn't come by easily but it is something that everyone can achieved !!! (:

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 3:42 PM.
Monday, February 19, 2007

today is the second day of the lunar new year.. went to quite alot of places and collect quite alot of red packets.. must save those money for my further education in 3 years time..

wednesday, students will have to back to school to study.. i've withdraw from srjc already.. it's weird not going to school when the rest is going back to study.. friday was my last day of school in srjc.. although i went there for 7-8 weeks, feeling for the school make me dun bear to leave..

after reading my tagboard, shed of tears roll down my cheeks.. i noe i'm going to miss them alot alot.. this 7-8 weeks in sr make me realise how great my orientation group leaders are, how great my orientation mates are and how great my civics group mates are.. these 7-8 weeks are so memorable to me which i'll never forget.. they actually have such great impact to make me have the thought of staying in sr..

things are going to be different soon.. i'll not need to wear school uniform to school but i'll need to wear my nurse uniform.. i'll be going super different path from most of my friends.. all of my friends are going either jc or taking business in poly..

and my kenya is getting nearer and nearer to me.. i promise i'll sure go there one day..

i've make lots of wishes for the coming up year:
-hope that my family members and friends will always be happy and healthy
-hope to get scholarship for poly
-hope to be the top students for nursing course
-hope that i'll be able to specialise in obstetric
-hope i'll be able to go to kenya
-hope i'll be able to go tour around the world

*keeping faith
if you don't see the stars twinkle at night,
it doesn't mean that they are not there.
They're just hidden behind the clouds
and you will surely see them shine again....


-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:01 PM.
Monday, February 12, 2007

today was actually flipping through the five year books.. seeing everyone grew up every year and seeing everyone getting more muture and sensible..

these five years do not pass by easily..

when i was a sec one students, i remembered feeling very sad becos i didn't study hard enough to get into the express stream..

people were looking down on me.. thinking that i'm a useless gal..

i tried to work hard but i think i didn't work hard enough..

our class used to be a very popular topic in the staff room..

but i believe everyone have gradually grew up and teachers seldom scold us anymore because they think we are young adults and are sensible to think..

these five years met lots of ups and downs whether is it in friendship or studies but time passes so fast.. everything has turned into my past, my secondary school beautiful memories..

whether is bad or good memories.. all these will always be kept with me becos they are the one who turn me into wad i am now.. and it is also these memories which turn me into a stronger gal..

there are lots of people who have help me and play a part in my life.. my family members, a4, my classmates, andrew, ian, kithoong, my cousins, my SRJC OG friends, my 1S05, my teachers and many other people.. i really dunnoe how to thank all of you.. without u guys, i really dunnoe will i be so successful now..

i, lydia ng, will live my life to the fullest..

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today was abit different becos we do not need to go school.. feel great cos can sleep for long hours but feel sad becos i miss my 1S05 and my gals and also a4 !! today i had submitted my jae and soon i'll start my nursing path.. i hope i can do well in it and i noe i'll work hard and become singapore most outstanding nurse..

will i become one?

all my friends will be going to the different path to pursue their dreams and i dunno when will be the next time i'll get to see them.. i'll miss ALL of them..

guys.. all the best for ur future.. keep in contact k..

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:34 PM.
Sunday, February 11, 2007

friday, 9th february 2007.. the big big day had arrived and passed..

it was the most surprising day in my whole entire life..

having prepared for the worst before going into the hall and seeing how the express top students being called up to the stage.. one by one.. the laughter on their face..... how i wish i could be one of them being called up..

it's our class turn.. we expected wangmeng to get top but i didn't expect i got 9 for my L1R4..

i was blank for that moment.. totally blank..

i did it !! my dream come true..

it was time that teachers gave out the result slip..

one by one went forward to receive the result..

my dear mic did everybody proud.. i was so happy for her ..

is my turn.. looking at the paper.. i was too shocked to do anything else but to stare at my name to check if there was any mistake..

staring at the grades.. i really cannot believe ...

that was the moment that i will not forget and will remember it forever..

there are lots of people that i wish to thank to and firstly none other than my family members especially my mother.. if my mum are not strict at me.. i dunnoe wad grade i will get now.. if my mum didn't help me find a tuition teacher for amath, i think i'll flank my amath now..

she have help me along this 11 years of education.. thanks mum..

the path from now on will be difficult.. i really dunnoe where should i go.. jc or poly? my family members wish that i'll get into jc but i dun wish to be in jc.. on the other hand, i dun wish to disappoint them..

but i've choosen.. to take up nursing in ngee ann.. i noe the path will be tough.. but i noe there will be lots of people to be there for me.. i will press on and be the world most outstanding nurse yea !!!

to all of my friends in my this 18 years here:
thanks people.. thanks for all the encouragement you guys have given me.. thanks for all the support when i need the most.. thanks for being there for me when i'm down.. thanks for all the goos lucks you guys have given me... without you guys.. i dun think i can do that well... love you guys alot alot and alot...

guys.. all the best for ur future.. i, lydia ng xin yee will always be there for you guys.. i promise ..

miss everyone alot ...

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:42 AM.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007

3 more days to an important event, getting of o level results..

i'll pray hard for all of you yea .. you guys will do well (:

today is just another day for this anxious week.. today is also a laughing day for me .. and how i wish dun need to get my result so soon so i can spend more time with my friends in sr.. really can't bear to leave them but i have too ..

today during gp lecture, we watched a clip on global warming and we are suppose to write notes on wad we learnt from the clip.. i think this is not a bad idea as i think i'll sure forget the content within 10 minutes if i didn't write down..

this clip has allow me to realise how dangerous the world is now . after seeing the consequences that caused by global warming, i then realise how important is to stop all those actions that people are doing now which will destory the world..

global warming cause floods which took away many innocent lives.. i also then realise how fortunate i am to live in singapore, a super safe country. although our weather are super hot here, at least we dun suffer from floods, hurricane and other natural disaters.

*may all human being be free form sufferings .....

i wonder how singaporean will react if one day we really meet such diasters. singaporeans' life are just too calm that i think we take it for granted... will we be able to face it like how those brave people in those countries,who face it so calmly and who are readily prepared?

wad if one day singapore meet any natural disater? will we be so prepared like them?

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today lunch was in school with huiwen, lin qiang, jun liang and the next table we have shu chen, cherie and their friends.. today also help to donate some money to the sbs charity organisation so didn't save much today .

after lunch, we went to the study area to have a break before chemistry tutorial.. that's the time when i've fun most today.. i was taking out my ear pierce to connect to my phone but shin took it away from me and say," wah!! ur mp3 so cool.." . dunno why, i laugh like hell and becos we were at the study area and we are suppose to keep quiet so i can't laugh out loud so causing stomach cramp.. shin was so cute that i actually can't stop laughing..

chemistry tutorial passed so fast and the day was over and went j8 with huiwen cos that cute huiwen want to eat the korean spicy dunnoe wad cake.. so accompany her go and i've tried new food !!

hmm.. not bad.. the taste was quite nice.. thanks wen wen..(:

we went shopping around to get ideas for her wad to give during valentine day.. and our last station was to ntuc, my favourite place where all the sweets can be found..

huiwen and i both brought biscuits cos tml we have physic tutorial when we can take out our snacks during lesson to enjoy..

today was not very tired though and so i've to practice hard for my music .. grading is coming !! omg...

* life isn't about the height of the lastest mountain you're climbing - it's about the journey you choose to take to get there .........

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:51 PM.
Monday, February 05, 2007

as i was listening to gigi's song, yuan lai ai qing na me shang, lots of thoughts come into my mind..

valentine day is coming and this year gonna spend it alone..

does love really hurts? wad do you think?



today is the beginning of week 6. time wait for no man.. before you realise it, 6 weeks have passed and tests are coming our way..

today is monday and monday is the most relax day of the week.. we have pe today and we are still playing the stupid game but i think it was still alright..

then we have the 1.5 hour break.. treat my classmates some cookie..

pardon me if the cookie taste awful which i think it really do.. hahas..

everything was fine till my gp period.. we were doing the same thing, presentation..

at first i thought the teacher will not call me for the day as she've always call me to answer question.. and to my surprise, "Lydia, can you try ?"

omg.. is me again.. am i her favourite student? but nvm, nurse should be patience yea so just stand up and answer her question..

got some help from wen wen and susan.. thanks the both of them, if not i think she will say," you have not been listening to them."

omg.. gp lesson will be a terrible one for me next time.. but i'll try to be attentive.. (:

today also went for lunch together with usual people.. i ate roti prata which i very long didn't eat already.. hmmm save quite alot today.. must save money !!!

today was quite a tiring day becos ytd didn't sleep early so went home and fall dead.. jc life is tiring man but i think nurse life will not be easy either.. but i will jia you !! hahas.. many life still waiting for me to save..

actually i'm very thankful that my class people actually call me nurse ng.. it's a great encouragement .. i'll succeed one day !! " Lydia go go jia you !! "

*destiny is not a matter of chance.. it's a matter of choice.. it is not a thing to be waited for.. it is a thing to be achieved .......

-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:30 PM.
Saturday, February 03, 2007

today is the 5 week in SRJC ... and the days to separation from the school is getting nearer and nearer..

in this school, i have met many new friends and all are very interesting friends.. my og mates are super high people.. they can laugh non stop and they can even laugh for nothing..

my og mates were spilt into different civics class except me and huiwen.. we both went to 1S05 !!! a super interesting class.. at first, the class was super quiet and i only talk to huiwen.. but now..

I MISS MY CIVIS CLASS PEOPLE !!

they are all very interesting and some are very high too.. sometimes, we went to lunch together and i really miss those moments.. but i noe.. things are going to be different very soon.. such moments will be gone and it can only be my beautiful memories..

all the jokes and people will always be in my memories.. my sweet memories..

last friday was a super high day..

it may seems a normal day for other people but not for me..

on friday.. half of the class went lunch together.. we seems like we noe each other for very long but we are not.. i can see the strong bonding in our class..

after lunch was chinese.. that was the lesson i laugh until stomach pain.. at first was huiwen.. that blur huiwen.. ask her let me find the word zhuan (earn money). at first she was at the 'c' section.. i thought she was finding her own word so i ask her help me find later but she say," i'm helping you to find now."

then i was like huh? zhuan at 'c' section so i say," gal.. zhuan is 'j' mah." then she oh ya hor..

then we went to the 'j' section.. then without noticing, we find for a few minutes then lin qiang say, " zhuan is 'z' leh." .

lols.. get the stupid thing we doing..lols..

there are lots more to share especially that lin qiang..lols.. but sometime conversation between people very difficult to express in words.. i miss the jokes.. i miss those times.. i miss my classmates..

few more weeks and everyone will be seperated.. some will stay, some will leave..

but no matter wad.. guys.. you all will always be remembered by me !! you guys will not be forgotten.. i hope we will have chance to meet up in the future !! feel like crying now but i noe good things will always come to an end.. but i'll treasure the time now..

result is out next week..

all the best guys !! you guys rocks man !! love you guys alot..

* it's fate that brought us to noe each other !!

anyway.. i'm doing some girls accessories business together with my future brother in law.. so do support me yea.. all accessories are at low price !! you can go to yahoo auction and type dblack_berry !! thanks guys !!






-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:50 PM.
Thursday, February 01, 2007

went back school today and actually found out that i misses school alot especially my classmates..

every morning when i look into the mirror, i will tell my myself, " i'll have a good day today (: "

also when i look into the mirror.. many thoughts came into my mind..

i'll been in this beautiful world for 18 years and i've grown up from a small and innocent kid to wad i am now.

all this years.. there are lots of people who had helped me along the way.. and there are also people who look down on me and think that i will not succeed..

but it's also them who motivate me to work harder.. real hard.

all this years doesn't come easily.. and i think everyone's life dun come easy too..

that's life and the only thing we can do is to face it positively ..

that will make us feel much better..

the road may be tough but i believe things will turn out smooth in the end..

do you believe in fairytales? i doubt not everybody will.. cos life doesn't seems like a fairytales but you can make your life as beautiful as it.. how's your life going to turn out will only depend on us..

* DUN GIVE UP !!!

i believe hard work pays off..



* it's my pleasure to know you ........


-lydiia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 7:57 PM.


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◦eighteen going nineteen
◦10th december 1989
◦Mayflower primary, Zhonghua secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic


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