Friday, June 29, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
disappointed in myself ... what a SHIT result i can get ...
but lydia will look at the positive side. as what a friend had told me, result is not the most important thing. it is the knowledge we've learn from it. yes man. lydia is going to work hard and work smart too. because i'm going to become an outstanding obstetric nurse !!!
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 10:20 AM.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i'm feeling not right this few days ... what am i thinking now ?
-lydia
-lydia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:07 PM.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
sometimes am i asking for too much? am i too selfish to think only for myself? sorry if i'm harsh to you that time. maybe i just need more time to rest and get out of my work.
sometimes i wonder does we people at my age know what is love? it seems very profound for us to understand. we are still young after all.
-lydia
sometimes i wonder does we people at my age know what is love? it seems very profound for us to understand. we are still young after all.
-lydia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:51 PM.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
ho ho. finally my holiday is here for me to take a break from my busy work in school.
but on the hand, my attachments are over and i miss those cute nurses there especially those senior nurses at bukit merah polyclinic. I had lots of fun there and also at the same time, i learn lots of new medical knowledge there. I've know more medical name and illness. Though i will be very tired everyday but i still pay attention there. (:
it's now holiday but also not forgetting my 2 presentations and one 800 to 1000 essay for me to complete. OMG !! lydia is going to press on !!!
but on the hand, my attachments are over and i miss those cute nurses there especially those senior nurses at bukit merah polyclinic. I had lots of fun there and also at the same time, i learn lots of new medical knowledge there. I've know more medical name and illness. Though i will be very tired everyday but i still pay attention there. (:
it's now holiday but also not forgetting my 2 presentations and one 800 to 1000 essay for me to complete. OMG !! lydia is going to press on !!!
jc people is going to have their exam. so i'm here to say good luck to the people i'm going to mention below:
*my dearest huaisian
jia you k. hahas. get lots of 'a' for me yea. lols.
*linqiang
hey. eat some sweets yea. lols. try my method i told you. it my help in remembering more. jia you, i know u will do it man (:
*huiwen
my blur girl! jia you k. i know u will do well. hahas.
*yiying
hey darling ! jia you and gets lots of 'a' for ur darling alright (:
*my 1s05 / 1s20!!
good luck to all of you !! jia you alright (:
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** sometimes i wonder, how much you've know me? and how much have i know you. sometimes i really need a rest.
-lydia
*my dearest huaisian
jia you k. hahas. get lots of 'a' for me yea. lols.
*linqiang
hey. eat some sweets yea. lols. try my method i told you. it my help in remembering more. jia you, i know u will do it man (:
*huiwen
my blur girl! jia you k. i know u will do well. hahas.
*yiying
hey darling ! jia you and gets lots of 'a' for ur darling alright (:
*my 1s05 / 1s20!!
good luck to all of you !! jia you alright (:
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** sometimes i wonder, how much you've know me? and how much have i know you. sometimes i really need a rest.
-lydia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 6:11 PM.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
| L | Lively |
| Y | Young |
| D | Delicious |
| I | Irresistible |
| A | Ambitious |
| N | Natural |
| G | Gloomy |
| X | X-Rated |
| I | Insane |
| N | Nerdy |
| Y | Young |
| E | Explosive |
| E | Earthy |
Name Acronym Generator
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Lydia will treasure and cherish., 8:17 PM.
today is thursday, 14th june 2007. My first attachment has started since the monday of this week. This attachment can say that it is an eye opening to me. There are lots of things that i discovered and it's the first time i got such a close contact with the patients and communiate with them.
MONDAY AND TUESDAY
i went to bright vision community hospital and was posted to compassion ward together with alvin. From there, i've experienced taking care of stroke patients, dementia patients, diabetes patients and other serious illness patients. Most of them are bonded on bed and not able to move around. And i can say, all these patients are really very poor thing. From them, i've learnt to clean shit for people and learnt to accept the smell. But just a thank you from them is just enough to make us happy as they actually show us that they know what is happening around them. Also, we went up to the hope ward which most patients are suffering from chronic diseases. And still, most of them have their tracheostomy done which means that they will have a hold in their throat to help them breath and let air to pass through as they are not able to take in air through their nose. When they have too much musous in their body, nurses have to use pipe to suck out the excess mucous out and i've seen nurses do it and patients will be in great pain as there will be a pipe going through the throat to suck out the mucous. The pain will also be felt by us even we are not the patients. Seeing the patients in pain and tears jus roll down their eyes, sometime i ask myself," why do they have to go through all this ?"
WEDNESDAY
we went to health promotion board to listen to talks and we went to health zone to play. Being a poly student now, i miss my childhood days when we always play but as we grow older, there will not be enough time let for us to play anymore. wednesday was a rather relax day among the rest as everything end at 1 p.m.
THURSDAY AND FRIDAY
i'll be going to a whampoa elderly care center. it suppose to be a rehab center. today was rather fun as we get the chance to communicate with the elderly and play with them. and through one of the grandma there, i learn an important lesson that we must be grateful that our parents earn so much money for us to study and in the future, we must pay our kindness back by taking care of them and not throwing them to elderly home which is very hurtful to them. seeing her tears roll down from her eyes, i starts to feel the ache in my heart too. so i think it is important to treat our parents good as they scarify everything of them to give all we want, to make our life good.
next week, i'll be going to polyclinic to have my attachment. hope i can learn more from them.
may all patients in all over the world to be free from sufferings and may all medicine and treatments can help them in all kinds of ways.
-lydiia
MONDAY AND TUESDAY
i went to bright vision community hospital and was posted to compassion ward together with alvin. From there, i've experienced taking care of stroke patients, dementia patients, diabetes patients and other serious illness patients. Most of them are bonded on bed and not able to move around. And i can say, all these patients are really very poor thing. From them, i've learnt to clean shit for people and learnt to accept the smell. But just a thank you from them is just enough to make us happy as they actually show us that they know what is happening around them. Also, we went up to the hope ward which most patients are suffering from chronic diseases. And still, most of them have their tracheostomy done which means that they will have a hold in their throat to help them breath and let air to pass through as they are not able to take in air through their nose. When they have too much musous in their body, nurses have to use pipe to suck out the excess mucous out and i've seen nurses do it and patients will be in great pain as there will be a pipe going through the throat to suck out the mucous. The pain will also be felt by us even we are not the patients. Seeing the patients in pain and tears jus roll down their eyes, sometime i ask myself," why do they have to go through all this ?"
WEDNESDAY
we went to health promotion board to listen to talks and we went to health zone to play. Being a poly student now, i miss my childhood days when we always play but as we grow older, there will not be enough time let for us to play anymore. wednesday was a rather relax day among the rest as everything end at 1 p.m.
THURSDAY AND FRIDAY
i'll be going to a whampoa elderly care center. it suppose to be a rehab center. today was rather fun as we get the chance to communicate with the elderly and play with them. and through one of the grandma there, i learn an important lesson that we must be grateful that our parents earn so much money for us to study and in the future, we must pay our kindness back by taking care of them and not throwing them to elderly home which is very hurtful to them. seeing her tears roll down from her eyes, i starts to feel the ache in my heart too. so i think it is important to treat our parents good as they scarify everything of them to give all we want, to make our life good.
next week, i'll be going to polyclinic to have my attachment. hope i can learn more from them.
may all patients in all over the world to be free from sufferings and may all medicine and treatments can help them in all kinds of ways.
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 7:38 PM.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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Lydia will treasure and cherish., 8:01 PM.
Friday, June 08, 2007
today is rather an important day for me as it is the day i did some changes in how i look.
hating the fact that i need to bun my hair during my attachment, i've made a decision to CUT my hair SHORT. when i tell people around, all were shocked.
but i also it's a good chance to make some changes from how i look all this while.
did my hair cut with carolyn today at the jean yip located at amk hub. carolyn also feel like making some changes to her look, so CUT !! hahas.
i think overall was rather ok. i only hope that there will not have any "side effect" like my hair starts to curl which i think it will look terrible with that.
hope it will remain straight for the time being. Yea. i need not bun my hair already. though with the short hair now, i still feel hot ! simply because the weather is terrible.
pictures of before and after. (:
hating the fact that i need to bun my hair during my attachment, i've made a decision to CUT my hair SHORT. when i tell people around, all were shocked.
but i also it's a good chance to make some changes from how i look all this while.
did my hair cut with carolyn today at the jean yip located at amk hub. carolyn also feel like making some changes to her look, so CUT !! hahas.
i think overall was rather ok. i only hope that there will not have any "side effect" like my hair starts to curl which i think it will look terrible with that.
hope it will remain straight for the time being. Yea. i need not bun my hair already. though with the short hair now, i still feel hot ! simply because the weather is terrible.
pictures of before and after. (:
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:18 PM.
today just ended all my common test. once the teacher had collected my paper, i feel a sense of relief immediately. working very hard since sunday till this morning, i just realise i've walk through a mild tough process and i know there are more to come.
MONDAY was FON, fundamental of nursing cum full of nonsense paper. it was the toughest paper among all. i started studying on friday but till sunday, i still can't finish studying. and the paper was super tough. and i know i won't do well for that module.
TUESDAY was psychology and sociology paper. though i prepare very hard for the paper as i want to do well for this module but i think i will score an average marks. though i only got some question that i don't know but i just feel that i won't do well as what i plan to.
WEDNESDAY was microbiology and infection control. that was i paper with i feel most sad of. i've been preparing and study hard for it and i study like hell, sleeping at only 3 and wake up at 8 plus to read again but it actually come out like...... ok. disappointed of myself. is not i never study at all, is not i never concentrate...... i think everything is jus that i ask too much from myself, giving myself unwanted stress.
THURSDAY, the last paper. wednesday night study till 2 then went to sleep and wake up at 7 plus to study again. "i'm not letting myself down this time." this is what i tell myself. but in the end, the paper was rather ok but the last question (which is a 10 mark question) i actually forget what i've read through because that was the part which i never concentrate on. ok. i'm gonna disappoint myself again. yup, indeed i've disapoint myself. but i've tell myself that there's nothing i can do because the test has already over.
this 4 days have been a super tiring day for me. study immediately when i reach home. no tv, no computer. i think it's much worst than my o level. maybe i've been expecting alot from myself and i know my family is also expecting me to do well too. sorry mummy, daddy, i don't think your daughter will do well though i've been aiming all As.
i've promise myself that i'll never study at the last minute again. NEVER ! i'll revise everyday and never be complacent and learn from my classmate.
i'll work hard... i'll press on !!!
-lydiia
MONDAY was FON, fundamental of nursing cum full of nonsense paper. it was the toughest paper among all. i started studying on friday but till sunday, i still can't finish studying. and the paper was super tough. and i know i won't do well for that module.
TUESDAY was psychology and sociology paper. though i prepare very hard for the paper as i want to do well for this module but i think i will score an average marks. though i only got some question that i don't know but i just feel that i won't do well as what i plan to.
WEDNESDAY was microbiology and infection control. that was i paper with i feel most sad of. i've been preparing and study hard for it and i study like hell, sleeping at only 3 and wake up at 8 plus to read again but it actually come out like...... ok. disappointed of myself. is not i never study at all, is not i never concentrate...... i think everything is jus that i ask too much from myself, giving myself unwanted stress.
THURSDAY, the last paper. wednesday night study till 2 then went to sleep and wake up at 7 plus to study again. "i'm not letting myself down this time." this is what i tell myself. but in the end, the paper was rather ok but the last question (which is a 10 mark question) i actually forget what i've read through because that was the part which i never concentrate on. ok. i'm gonna disappoint myself again. yup, indeed i've disapoint myself. but i've tell myself that there's nothing i can do because the test has already over.
this 4 days have been a super tiring day for me. study immediately when i reach home. no tv, no computer. i think it's much worst than my o level. maybe i've been expecting alot from myself and i know my family is also expecting me to do well too. sorry mummy, daddy, i don't think your daughter will do well though i've been aiming all As.
i've promise myself that i'll never study at the last minute again. NEVER ! i'll revise everyday and never be complacent and learn from my classmate.
i'll work hard... i'll press on !!!
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:38 AM.
