Saturday, March 31, 2007
jus came back from hong kong not long ago.. after all, home feel much warmer..
sometimes i really feel lost..
don't know what to do...
don't know whether wad i've done is right...
don't know how long i can hold on to it...
i think no one can answer all these questions except myself..
the days in hong kong are rather fun.. but i'm missing lots of people in singapore..
*him*, my a4, andrew, lin qiang, yi ying and lots more..
everyday wonder wad he is doing, everyday wonder whether he is doing fine..
came back and he told me he is doing very fine and i think that's enough for me..cousin ask me,"is it worth to scarify so much?"
i didn't answer her.. because i really don't know wad's the answer...
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tuesday went to guangzhou and to a village in china.. lots of thoughts jus came flashing into my mind..
those thoughts make me speechless..
make me feel so gulity..
also, on my way to deperature gate to return to singapore, i saw this airway call, KENYA AIRLINE..
OMG.. my dreamland.. i tell myself, one day i'll go there.. a must to go there..
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wadever it is, my goals and dreams are still the most important..
i'll definitely go to kenya and other parts of africa one day..
i'll be a outstanding nurse..
*sometimes i really dunnoe wad to say but to say ...
i
love
you
-lydiia
sometimes i really feel lost..
don't know what to do...
don't know whether wad i've done is right...
don't know how long i can hold on to it...
i think no one can answer all these questions except myself..
the days in hong kong are rather fun.. but i'm missing lots of people in singapore..
*him*, my a4, andrew, lin qiang, yi ying and lots more..
everyday wonder wad he is doing, everyday wonder whether he is doing fine..
came back and he told me he is doing very fine and i think that's enough for me..cousin ask me,"is it worth to scarify so much?"
i didn't answer her.. because i really don't know wad's the answer...
....
...
..
.
..
...
....
tuesday went to guangzhou and to a village in china.. lots of thoughts jus came flashing into my mind..
those thoughts make me speechless..
make me feel so gulity..
also, on my way to deperature gate to return to singapore, i saw this airway call, KENYA AIRLINE..
OMG.. my dreamland.. i tell myself, one day i'll go there.. a must to go there..
....
...
..
.
..
...
....
wadever it is, my goals and dreams are still the most important..
i'll definitely go to kenya and other parts of africa one day..
i'll be a outstanding nurse..
*sometimes i really dunnoe wad to say but to say ...
i
love
you
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 2:40 PM.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
hasn't been blogging this few weeks..
today is the 25 March 2007.. time passes rather fast.. a month had jus passed..
i've learnt alot from him.. learnt to be be strong and more independent..
but sometimes, i jus think that he's been rather cold to me.. but i can't blame or complaint becos i noe he is a guy with lots of commitment.. and i should compromise and i will..
in a relationship, there will always be one who scarifies more.. will you willing to be the one? i can say, "yes, i'm willing if i really love the guy alot." .
i'm going off to hongkong for 4 days and i noe i'm gonna miss him alot.. hope he will be doing fine this 4 days..
this part of the entry is written to my brother,
kor, i noe you've been reading my blog to understand me well. thanks for all the care you have shown.. although you did not show it out in front of me, i can sense and i noe.i noe you are worried that i'll get cheated but i promise i'll take good care of myself. i'll love myself kor. i'll not make you guys worried for me. i've grown up and i noe wad should be done and wad should not. thanks for all the care and i really appreciate it. i noe i've still got lots of things to learn but i'll tell myself, nothing is more important than my future and my family. (:
sometime i think we have to give time for ourselves to understand the people and surrounding around us and we will surely understand that life is actually very beautiful.. also, i think sometime, we need time to understand ourselves more and ask ourselves wad we really want.
xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu..
*i love you
-lydiia
today is the 25 March 2007.. time passes rather fast.. a month had jus passed..
i've learnt alot from him.. learnt to be be strong and more independent..
but sometimes, i jus think that he's been rather cold to me.. but i can't blame or complaint becos i noe he is a guy with lots of commitment.. and i should compromise and i will..
in a relationship, there will always be one who scarifies more.. will you willing to be the one? i can say, "yes, i'm willing if i really love the guy alot." .
i'm going off to hongkong for 4 days and i noe i'm gonna miss him alot.. hope he will be doing fine this 4 days..
this part of the entry is written to my brother,
kor, i noe you've been reading my blog to understand me well. thanks for all the care you have shown.. although you did not show it out in front of me, i can sense and i noe.i noe you are worried that i'll get cheated but i promise i'll take good care of myself. i'll love myself kor. i'll not make you guys worried for me. i've grown up and i noe wad should be done and wad should not. thanks for all the care and i really appreciate it. i noe i've still got lots of things to learn but i'll tell myself, nothing is more important than my future and my family. (:
sometime i think we have to give time for ourselves to understand the people and surrounding around us and we will surely understand that life is actually very beautiful.. also, i think sometime, we need time to understand ourselves more and ask ourselves wad we really want.
xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu..
*i love you
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 7:46 PM.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i'm listening to the music that he burned for me now.. kinda feel warm and loved..
have been single for quite a long time and now having a partner.. feeling different as there will always be someone who will be there for you and protect you.. at first i was not use to it.. maybe it is because i've been single for a year plus..
thinking back when i had a crush on him years back and now together, it was kinda amazing..
friends will always be in my heart.. although i'm having a partner now, i will still make time for my friends.. this is because it is my friends who are there for me when i'm down.. it is them who bring my joy and brighten my days.. i'll never forget them.. there are too much to mention..
my dearest a4: thanks my gals.. thanks for the wonderful secondary school memories.. a4, this close relationship doesn't come by easily.. we've gone through lots of ups and downs together and i'll cherish all of you even more.. michelle, andrea and wanqi, i love you guys alot alot.. thanks for all the smiles and those useful encouragement.. thanks for everything..
my dearest carolyn: thanks for all the things you have done for me.. thanks for all the laughter you have brought to me.. it is you who have been supporting me throughout my sec sch life.. you have never look down on me. thanks my gal.. u are precious to me.. love you lots..
my dearest jc friends: my darling and my daughters and my classmates, thanks for the wonderful 1st 3 months.. without you guys, i really dunnoe how to survive this 3 months.. you guys have brought me beautiful memories.. lots and lots.. though we only noe for weeks but i'll never forget you guys.. you guys are great man.. linqiang, thanks for all the jokes and laughter.. a great friend!!
other than those i've mention above, i noe there are lots of others who have been bringing me joy to me.. thanks guys !! love you guys man !!!
lastly, i must say a big thank you to him.. to you: thanks for all the smiles you have given me.. i'll never forget ur cheerful face.. love you !!
-lydiia
have been single for quite a long time and now having a partner.. feeling different as there will always be someone who will be there for you and protect you.. at first i was not use to it.. maybe it is because i've been single for a year plus..
thinking back when i had a crush on him years back and now together, it was kinda amazing..
friends will always be in my heart.. although i'm having a partner now, i will still make time for my friends.. this is because it is my friends who are there for me when i'm down.. it is them who bring my joy and brighten my days.. i'll never forget them.. there are too much to mention..
my dearest a4: thanks my gals.. thanks for the wonderful secondary school memories.. a4, this close relationship doesn't come by easily.. we've gone through lots of ups and downs together and i'll cherish all of you even more.. michelle, andrea and wanqi, i love you guys alot alot.. thanks for all the smiles and those useful encouragement.. thanks for everything..
my dearest carolyn: thanks for all the things you have done for me.. thanks for all the laughter you have brought to me.. it is you who have been supporting me throughout my sec sch life.. you have never look down on me. thanks my gal.. u are precious to me.. love you lots..
my dearest jc friends: my darling and my daughters and my classmates, thanks for the wonderful 1st 3 months.. without you guys, i really dunnoe how to survive this 3 months.. you guys have brought me beautiful memories.. lots and lots.. though we only noe for weeks but i'll never forget you guys.. you guys are great man.. linqiang, thanks for all the jokes and laughter.. a great friend!!
other than those i've mention above, i noe there are lots of others who have been bringing me joy to me.. thanks guys !! love you guys man !!!
lastly, i must say a big thank you to him.. to you: thanks for all the smiles you have given me.. i'll never forget ur cheerful face.. love you !!
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 4:59 PM.
Monday, March 12, 2007
today is already the 12th of march.. time passes so fast and i'm starting my poly life in a month and 4 days time.. received a news that joyce will be in the same school and the same course as me!! that's great man.. i'll not be so lonely..
sometime i jus wonder and tend to think alot.. maybe becos was down with flu and some minor cold, i tend to think lots of rubbish.. things are not as bad as wad i think and i know there is no good than harm to think so much..
some nights jus can't sleep.. and some nights jus had super bad nightmare..
but i'm jus kinda of weird gal that when i woke up in the morning, i'll feel refresh and think that what i thought the night before was jus rubbish.. and life continue..
my mum knows me best.. i was rather bored and troubled yesterday.. and she came asking me, "wad thing has being troubling you?" . no surprise that she knows me from head to toe and even wad i'm thinking.. impressed !!
mum went to some temple or somewhere and told me that this year my life will be a little tougher and i think i totally agreed and have metal preparation for my 3 years nursing course.. i know this 3 years will be tough and tiring.. wad i can do is to face it positively..
school will be starting soon for lots of people and our busy life starts again.. when will be the next class gathering? hope it will be soon.. i miss the class, and misses lots of people.. memories of secondary school's life will jus flash back when i walk pass the places we went together before as a class.
time passes day by day.. what will happen to the next chapter of my life? hope it will be a memorable one (:
* i have faith in you ....
-lydiia
sometime i jus wonder and tend to think alot.. maybe becos was down with flu and some minor cold, i tend to think lots of rubbish.. things are not as bad as wad i think and i know there is no good than harm to think so much..
some nights jus can't sleep.. and some nights jus had super bad nightmare..
but i'm jus kinda of weird gal that when i woke up in the morning, i'll feel refresh and think that what i thought the night before was jus rubbish.. and life continue..
my mum knows me best.. i was rather bored and troubled yesterday.. and she came asking me, "wad thing has being troubling you?" . no surprise that she knows me from head to toe and even wad i'm thinking.. impressed !!
mum went to some temple or somewhere and told me that this year my life will be a little tougher and i think i totally agreed and have metal preparation for my 3 years nursing course.. i know this 3 years will be tough and tiring.. wad i can do is to face it positively..
school will be starting soon for lots of people and our busy life starts again.. when will be the next class gathering? hope it will be soon.. i miss the class, and misses lots of people.. memories of secondary school's life will jus flash back when i walk pass the places we went together before as a class.
time passes day by day.. what will happen to the next chapter of my life? hope it will be a memorable one (:
* i have faith in you ....
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:57 PM.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
haven been blogging for the past few weeks..
28 feb - 2 mar was having class chalet at costa sand.. it was actually a celebration for waikin.. finally the class got one class gathering but not the whole class was there.. it was rather fun.. first night didn't sleep till 830 the next morning.. waikin, kelsen, william, michelle, stephenie and i were talking in downtown east there.. talk talk and talk.. we talk about life after education.. abit profound rite.. (:
yesterday went to TLC student center to do voluntary work.. i was very impress by them.. i went during their break time when everyone got their milo and crackers.. they sit down and have their tea break and u noe what, when they finish they have to get teachers' permission to wash the cups.. this is to prevent them from wasting food.. and before they start eating, they have to say thank you to lots of people.. and after eating, they have to clear everything by themselves.. impress and speechless.. kids there are very NOT shy and super organise..
and the amazing part is they have to watch the news at 630.. everyone have to sit in front of the tv and watch.. some watch attentively but some was looking else where and they feel that they dun understand any single thing..so funny..
it was a great experience there and i've learnt alot from those kids.. today they have a birthday party for all those march babies.. it's gonna be fun.. kids are cute and they never stop running here and there..
kids are so innocent and they got nothing to be worried about.. everyone will be protecting them.. i miss those time when i was still a kid.. my grandparents dote on me alot.. it's so fun being a kid but so stress up being a young adult.. soon i'll have to step into the working society.. i know i will meet many obstacles but i hope i can overcome it ..
*nothing is impossible..
* 25 february 2007- the day i'll never forget.. it's the beginning of my fairytales
-lydiia
28 feb - 2 mar was having class chalet at costa sand.. it was actually a celebration for waikin.. finally the class got one class gathering but not the whole class was there.. it was rather fun.. first night didn't sleep till 830 the next morning.. waikin, kelsen, william, michelle, stephenie and i were talking in downtown east there.. talk talk and talk.. we talk about life after education.. abit profound rite.. (:
yesterday went to TLC student center to do voluntary work.. i was very impress by them.. i went during their break time when everyone got their milo and crackers.. they sit down and have their tea break and u noe what, when they finish they have to get teachers' permission to wash the cups.. this is to prevent them from wasting food.. and before they start eating, they have to say thank you to lots of people.. and after eating, they have to clear everything by themselves.. impress and speechless.. kids there are very NOT shy and super organise..
and the amazing part is they have to watch the news at 630.. everyone have to sit in front of the tv and watch.. some watch attentively but some was looking else where and they feel that they dun understand any single thing..so funny..
it was a great experience there and i've learnt alot from those kids.. today they have a birthday party for all those march babies.. it's gonna be fun.. kids are cute and they never stop running here and there..
kids are so innocent and they got nothing to be worried about.. everyone will be protecting them.. i miss those time when i was still a kid.. my grandparents dote on me alot.. it's so fun being a kid but so stress up being a young adult.. soon i'll have to step into the working society.. i know i will meet many obstacles but i hope i can overcome it ..
*nothing is impossible..
* 25 february 2007- the day i'll never forget.. it's the beginning of my fairytales
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 10:51 AM.
