Sunday, April 01, 2007
sometimes i wonder... is letting go the best way of all?
today, 1st April 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST CAROL AND PEIWEN !!! (:
today was rather a boring day for me.. in the morning i went to work at the clinic and went to sunday class.. today was alone cos huaisian and zhen shan were not able to attend the lesson today.. but still, i've learn alot..
i've been asking myself," did i live my life to the fullest each day?"
i noe i didn't.. sometime i jus think that i'm wasting lots of my precious time.. i know i've been rather down this few days and i've been telling myself that i must be happy everyday..
i'll be happy everyday !!!
i know i'm getting more and more independent after knowing him.. i know i've to be independent cos everything around us is impermance and everything will leave us in the end.. we can only rely on ourselves and not others..
everything jus got their positive and negative side.. everything jus depend on how you look at the suitation.. i'll look more on the positive becos this will allow me to become happier and not waste time troubling myself..
* everything will just be fine as long as you have faith in it.. i have faith in you and this relationship.. i dun mind having a very simple one but jus to have you ..
-lydiia
today, 1st April 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST CAROL AND PEIWEN !!! (:
today was rather a boring day for me.. in the morning i went to work at the clinic and went to sunday class.. today was alone cos huaisian and zhen shan were not able to attend the lesson today.. but still, i've learn alot..
i've been asking myself," did i live my life to the fullest each day?"
i noe i didn't.. sometime i jus think that i'm wasting lots of my precious time.. i know i've been rather down this few days and i've been telling myself that i must be happy everyday..
i'll be happy everyday !!!
i know i'm getting more and more independent after knowing him.. i know i've to be independent cos everything around us is impermance and everything will leave us in the end.. we can only rely on ourselves and not others..
everything jus got their positive and negative side.. everything jus depend on how you look at the suitation.. i'll look more on the positive becos this will allow me to become happier and not waste time troubling myself..
* everything will just be fine as long as you have faith in it.. i have faith in you and this relationship.. i dun mind having a very simple one but jus to have you ..
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:11 PM.
