Wednesday, April 04, 2007
we have part for more then 30 odd hours already.. is he feeling any better now?
today went to child care center rather late becos me myself dunnoe will breakdown when i see him..
nope..
i didn't cry..
i was normal, laughing with the other teachers and kids..
i went off from the center around 645 p.m. and along the way to yio chu kang mrt station, i recall those memories i had with him..
from the first time he hold my hand to the last time we hug each other..
there are rather lots of memories at yio chu kang mrt station.. especially at the last part of the platform.. i walked there today.. ...alone..... thinking about 30 days back..
i smiled.. i left no tears to roll down from my eyes but a smile beocs i've him as my boyfriend before..
the warm and love he had given out will always be remembered..
i hope he has feel better without me and feel happier and lighter..
i hope this time round he can feel the support i've always been giving him..
last night, one of my friend ask me,"wad have you learnt from this 37 days?''
i've learnt to become more independent.
i've learnt to become more da fang.
this 37 days have let me see a very different him.. a very kind hearted guy, a guy who will always give laughter to people..
being his friend might be better in some way..
*lydia will be strong...
-lydiia
today went to child care center rather late becos me myself dunnoe will breakdown when i see him..
nope..
i didn't cry..
i was normal, laughing with the other teachers and kids..
i went off from the center around 645 p.m. and along the way to yio chu kang mrt station, i recall those memories i had with him..
from the first time he hold my hand to the last time we hug each other..
there are rather lots of memories at yio chu kang mrt station.. especially at the last part of the platform.. i walked there today.. ...alone..... thinking about 30 days back..
i smiled.. i left no tears to roll down from my eyes but a smile beocs i've him as my boyfriend before..
the warm and love he had given out will always be remembered..
i hope he has feel better without me and feel happier and lighter..
i hope this time round he can feel the support i've always been giving him..
last night, one of my friend ask me,"wad have you learnt from this 37 days?''
i've learnt to become more independent.
i've learnt to become more da fang.
this 37 days have let me see a very different him.. a very kind hearted guy, a guy who will always give laughter to people..
being his friend might be better in some way..
*lydia will be strong...
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 9:18 PM.
