Friday, June 08, 2007
today just ended all my common test. once the teacher had collected my paper, i feel a sense of relief immediately. working very hard since sunday till this morning, i just realise i've walk through a mild tough process and i know there are more to come.
MONDAY was FON, fundamental of nursing cum full of nonsense paper. it was the toughest paper among all. i started studying on friday but till sunday, i still can't finish studying. and the paper was super tough. and i know i won't do well for that module.
TUESDAY was psychology and sociology paper. though i prepare very hard for the paper as i want to do well for this module but i think i will score an average marks. though i only got some question that i don't know but i just feel that i won't do well as what i plan to.
WEDNESDAY was microbiology and infection control. that was i paper with i feel most sad of. i've been preparing and study hard for it and i study like hell, sleeping at only 3 and wake up at 8 plus to read again but it actually come out like...... ok. disappointed of myself. is not i never study at all, is not i never concentrate...... i think everything is jus that i ask too much from myself, giving myself unwanted stress.
THURSDAY, the last paper. wednesday night study till 2 then went to sleep and wake up at 7 plus to study again. "i'm not letting myself down this time." this is what i tell myself. but in the end, the paper was rather ok but the last question (which is a 10 mark question) i actually forget what i've read through because that was the part which i never concentrate on. ok. i'm gonna disappoint myself again. yup, indeed i've disapoint myself. but i've tell myself that there's nothing i can do because the test has already over.
this 4 days have been a super tiring day for me. study immediately when i reach home. no tv, no computer. i think it's much worst than my o level. maybe i've been expecting alot from myself and i know my family is also expecting me to do well too. sorry mummy, daddy, i don't think your daughter will do well though i've been aiming all As.
i've promise myself that i'll never study at the last minute again. NEVER ! i'll revise everyday and never be complacent and learn from my classmate.
i'll work hard... i'll press on !!!
-lydiia
MONDAY was FON, fundamental of nursing cum full of nonsense paper. it was the toughest paper among all. i started studying on friday but till sunday, i still can't finish studying. and the paper was super tough. and i know i won't do well for that module.
TUESDAY was psychology and sociology paper. though i prepare very hard for the paper as i want to do well for this module but i think i will score an average marks. though i only got some question that i don't know but i just feel that i won't do well as what i plan to.
WEDNESDAY was microbiology and infection control. that was i paper with i feel most sad of. i've been preparing and study hard for it and i study like hell, sleeping at only 3 and wake up at 8 plus to read again but it actually come out like...... ok. disappointed of myself. is not i never study at all, is not i never concentrate...... i think everything is jus that i ask too much from myself, giving myself unwanted stress.
THURSDAY, the last paper. wednesday night study till 2 then went to sleep and wake up at 7 plus to study again. "i'm not letting myself down this time." this is what i tell myself. but in the end, the paper was rather ok but the last question (which is a 10 mark question) i actually forget what i've read through because that was the part which i never concentrate on. ok. i'm gonna disappoint myself again. yup, indeed i've disapoint myself. but i've tell myself that there's nothing i can do because the test has already over.
this 4 days have been a super tiring day for me. study immediately when i reach home. no tv, no computer. i think it's much worst than my o level. maybe i've been expecting alot from myself and i know my family is also expecting me to do well too. sorry mummy, daddy, i don't think your daughter will do well though i've been aiming all As.
i've promise myself that i'll never study at the last minute again. NEVER ! i'll revise everyday and never be complacent and learn from my classmate.
i'll work hard... i'll press on !!!
-lydiia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:38 AM.
