Friday, August 31, 2007

time passes so fast. one week of my holidays are gone.

it was a nice day today. Went town with pamela and to changi airport again. YAY ! a nice place where i enjoy myself alot.

was talking on the phone jus now and i realise that there are lots of things that we, as a normal people cannot control.
example, sometimes i just don't understand why the cut off point for nursing is just 28 points? after studying for one semester, i don't think it is an easy course. even my lecturers think that way too. And worst, nursing is a serious profession which cannot afford any mistake to be made. Nurses are handling a LIVE !!!

but still, like what someone told me, this is something that i cannot control. i'll just do my very best as a nurse.

There are just too many questions that cannot be answered.

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:05 AM.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

ytd was a day at changi airport. It was a beautiful day though the weather was not really good. Changi airport become my favourite place now. a peaceful and a inspirational place.

Looking at the planes from the viewing mall, many thoughts will jus flow into my mind.

Also by looking at the planes, it will question me how do those planes work so well. it's really amazing and i realise that i really love planes alot though i never thought of becoming a pilot.

By playing the aeroplane game make me even more interested in how the planes work. I miss the game in someone's lappy. hahas.

Carol is going to her study trip to shanghai. i know i'll miss her alot. I know she will enjoy herself there. hope i will get a chance to send her off on the day of her departure though her flight is in the morning.

carol,

u must take good care of yourself k. Enjoy yourself to the fullest ! I know u will get a chance to learn alot from there. I'LL MISS YOU !! loved my lydia (:

*proud of changi airport and all the SIA planes. (:

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 1:30 PM.

Monday, August 27, 2007

我们的纪念日-范玮琪

我的心忽然又活了
总在见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后忘了

想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着

这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道

这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好

想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着

这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道

这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好

我用寂寞来惩罚我
看着你走过
要什么当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我
轻轻的转着
那是种甘甜以后
让人想哭的快乐

这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道

这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:23 AM.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

1st september is the day when we thank our teachers.

THANK YOU ALL THE TEACHERS WHO HAVE TAUGHT ME IN MY PAST 18 YEARS !!!

still remember last year when our class prepared a dance for our teachers. Though i think we did jus alright, but hope that was something that all our teachers remembered.

Memories of my secondary school life appear again when i was having my lunch with eggy on Sat afternoon at school opp coffeeshop.

Poly exams have jus passed and i find it so tough when i'm only taking 4 papers. I can't imagine how did i cope with the 7 subjects with 9 papers in secondary school. Plus art, the subject which take up most of my revision time.

WOW !! i can't believe that i actually survive through the five years with so many papers.

Time passes so fast. one semester of my poly life has ended. But i'm looking forward for good things to happen.

Someday and somehow, i know it will be a nice ending.

* you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away.

when the day comes (:

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:06 PM.

Friday, August 24, 2007

in kenya.

kenya

actually, since young, i admire pilots because they are the one who bring people to their dream destination and give people happiness. Also, i hope my future husband can be a pilot, to bring me around the world without paying though my thinking are abit childish at the time. till now, all these

thoughts have never change. Hoping that one day, my husband will be a pilot to bring me to kenya. though he will always be flying around and seldom being at home, but seeing him doing something that he likes and looking at the smile of all the passenger, everything doesn't matter anymore.

looking at the photos above, kenya is really a nice country. how i wish i can be there now. i will get there someday.

YAY !! it's holiday. now i can always go changi airport to look at those beautiful planes.

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:48 PM.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

MAY MY SUNSHINE OF FLAR FLAR AND THA THA BE HAPPY EVERYDAY !!! (:

YAY !!!! exam end !!!!! finally i can watch my favourite tv drama everyday, use internet and sleep without setting alarm. YAY !!! congrats to me.

every moment of my life will be a beautiful one and i will remember it becos ......................... it is what makes the lydia now (:

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:11 PM.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

my life (:

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 3:51 PM.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

a smile for everyone. to those poly friends out there who are having exam/ going to have their exam,"JIA YOU !!! and all the best !"

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 10:31 PM.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

I LOVE CAROLYN SING WEE HIANG !!!!

thanks everyone for the sweet and caring comment in my tagboard yea.

i'm fine (:

i'm happy with my life now. i know my life will be difficult but i will press on. CAROL, we will be happy right ! hahas. i must and i will.

exam coming so must chiong !!

take care everyone (:

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 12:02 PM.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

this road is long and cold without you ...

what remains were all empty ...

this few days, memories of you keep flashing back in my mind. the days we went to ps after school. the bears that u gave it to me, the lunch you made for me for our one year anniversary, those thick bunch of letters that i wrote to you when u went oversea and those times we work hard together for our exam.

WHY??

though these memories make me feel sweet but also a full of regrets.

i woke up with a beautiful dream this morning but i know this dream will never come true. i dreamt that we patch and we hold hands talking happily. OMG. how i wish i will never wake up from that dream but the fact and the reality is not. i have to face this.

****1604, do i have the courage to msg u? nope i don't have the courage to.

today is national day again. we used to promise that we will watch the fireworks together. when will i this day comes?

*how i wish my dream come true ....
-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:00 AM.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Dedicating to ********.

HAVE YOU EVER
S CLUB 7

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

Sorry ....

* all those bears u gave me are always sitting jus at the side of the bed. Every night, those bears will make me smile. And i hug them last night and i feel warm ...
-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:46 PM.

HAPPY ENDING will always end up the whole drama series. what about the real life? Will we?

every girl hope to find her prince and to complete her own fairytale but will this always be achieve by us?

I can conclude that watching too many hongkong drama is not healthy becos they make us think alot and having too many questions in our head.

in the drama, even the age gap of 7 years younger of the boy than the girl will end up a happy ending. will us be the same way too?

in our life, we can never meet our love ones. Even we have a partner now but he/she may not be the one u love the most, it may be someone of ur past - your beautiful memories.

i know i have once lose a love one before and i know the feeling is terrible. No matter what i do will not change any fact. He's attached. he'd found someone who love him more.

And i'm not the one...

290304 . the starts of my fairytales

230805 . the end .

-lydia

Lydia will treasure and cherish., 1:03 AM.