what remains were all empty ...

this few days, memories of you keep flashing back in my mind. the days we went to ps after school. the bears that u gave it to me, the lunch you made for me for our one year anniversary, those thick bunch of letters that i wrote to you when u went oversea and those times we work hard together for our exam.

WHY??

though these memories make me feel sweet but also a full of regrets.


i woke up with a beautiful dream this morning but i know this dream will never come true. i dreamt that we patch and we hold hands talking happily. OMG. how i wish i will never wake up from that dream but the fact and the reality is not. i have to face this.

****1604, do i have the courage to msg u? nope i don't have the courage to.

today is national day again. we used to promise that we will watch the fireworks together. when will i this day comes?





*how i wish my dream come true ....
-lydia