In life, there are many things that are unfair and there are many questions that cannot be answered.
But after my 3 weeks attachment, i realise that life is really very fragile. and you may be well today but having infection on the second day leading to other complication which may lead to death. Today is the last day of my attachment. i can't bear to leave the ward. i've know many nice nurses there and even getting very close to one of them. They teached me lots of knowledge that i have never think of.
i seriously miss them. i miss my staff nurse logas. i miss the smile of my patients. i miss all my cute cute ah ma. one by one discharge from my ward. Seeing them discharge i feel happy for them but a bit of miss because i can't continue to feed them, talk to them, see their smile and take care of them. today, 2 of my patients give me their hugs. That's the thing that motivates me to become a more outstanding nurse. i hope i can bring more hope and laughter to more patients that need me.
'' Thank you, thank you ". This 2 words can just simply cheer my day up. They have also taught me to take good care of my own health more as i have see them suffer under the hands of those virus.
Actually many things come with 2 perspectives. it all depends on how you look at the situation. If you choose to view things negatively, things might turn out even worst. maybe looking at things in a more positive way can help you in recovering faster. It all link to our psychology thinking.
a smile from them is just enough.
life is precious.
treasure it well.
-lydia
Lydia will treasure and cherish., 11:10 PM.